Saturday 9 August 2008

hehe

gawd me and Daniel have been going out for like 3 weeks i know i need to stop counting but the only reason i did was cuz of my last blogg! Wow it feels like a lifetime! ITs going REALY well! which im realy happy about =] anyways enough of the cheasy chit chat!

Ive just got in from a hard days graft at the Evans place, well 4 hours but it felt like alllooooong time! =S i realy am starting to hate the place! as i get to know the people that work there i start to dislike them more and more, i know that sounds evill, but they are so bitchey! this lady came in today, and she smellt, well i wouldnt say anything normaly, but they got the room freshner out when she was still there and started spraying it around her, then when she'd gone they were all gigleing and laughing and bitching! god i'd hate to turn out like them from working in a shop, i think it does it to people! Id hate to hear what they say about me when im not there!

Gawd theres so much going on in my life at the moment, and i realy dont want to give into my fealings incase i get hurt! paranoid! i know! But theres some things better left unsaid!

Thats enuf from me for the time being, i know this blogs very jumbled but hey thats were my heads at! =P

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Tuesday 29 July 2008

Just a lil update!

Well i havnt blogged in a while so i just thaught id update you on whats going on with me atm and what ive been up to!


Well For starters i think il introduce you to my Bf- Danniel
This is me and him in the postal order in Blackburn before he asked me out =]

I know how sweet! =P Its only been a week but its weird! it feels like a life time! hehe anyways enough of that i thaught id just introduce him so you know who im on about! =]
Anyways god ive been up to alot recently, At the moment im just listening to Bring me the Horizon watching the rain out of the window wundering what to type! (You should check out BMTH I'l post a link here -http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=wtv16Pjw0QU&feature=related) Enjoy! (oh and its not for the weak hearted!)
Wow its realy lashing down now!
Anyways what ive been up to........................................................
When i think about it ive just been partying alot!
hehe
I Spent a week at my bezzie mates house, watching films eating and drinking alot,
Then i went on a night out round Blackburn with danny so more partying!
Annnnnd ive just been drinking alot, its REALY not good, i feel ill now! so im not going to drink again for a looooooooooooong time!
Im now listening tooooo ---- Tool! You should check them out to, il post some links up for some good tunes!
Here -
Enjoy them!! =]
Well im off to enjoy the warm rain!
Peace out! \m/

Thursday 10 July 2008

Well Helo there...

God sometimes Ive got soooo much to say on here but today i don't really have much to say!! Amazing for me i know!

Anyways....

I was working today, Not that bad but today it was crummy! God who would have thought that Evans could get so busy on a Thursday? And especially with this Credit Crunch!!
I'm off college which is GREAT!!! I'm soo glad! And I'm even more happy that i got an assignment for my A2 art & design, its great its a study on whatever we choose! its got to be something we can access set in our immediate environment but that gives me so much to work with!! i cant chose a starting point! But with our starting point we have to have at least two artist references, which i think i might look at post modernism or maybe even just modernism, i find it really hard to pinpoint exactly what i want to do! i spent the whole of last year drifting in and out of Pop art looking at the likes of Warhol (obviously) Lichtenstein and other revolutionary greats like these then i kinda drifted onto Street art, looking at banksy and other street artists and i don't really want to drift down the same path again, so Ive got just under two months to choose what to do and produce a sketch pad of reference material and start my ideas for my final piece which i cant wait to get stuck into! I just need a few days to really explore my "immediate" environment with a camera i know i know the area i live in really well but when you go out with a camera i think you tend to see the world differently. Any ways I'll update you on that as the time goes on!!

another thing is....

I don't know what other subject to pick up on next year, so far i study ... Film Studies... Media Studies and Art. I did study citizenship but i achieved a U in my exam so i decided not to carry on the failing and devote my time to my other subjects which helped me allot! This is all based on if i pass this year which i don't find out till August 14Th! But if i don't pass I'm going to do a Btec National Diploma in art and design, which incorporates everything! Photography, Print Making, Life Drawing, Graphic Design and such like. Anyways back on to the subject of What to do next year?? Well i could do English, But i don't have good enough GCSE's in English, i only achieved a C when your supposed to have a B, and i really wanted to do Phscology but again i don't have good enough GCSE's, i don't see why? Because in the prospectus for college it says you need to achieve 2 B's and 3 C's to do these subjects and it doesn't specify what they need to be in, so i don't understand why i cant do the subject that i want, For the record i achieved in my GCSE's... One B in Expressive Arts, One B in Media, And C's in English, Maths and i got a D/D in Science (which is still a pass!) and a E in geography (which we don't really talk about!)

So yeah i said i didn't have much to say but I've said loads!

Oh and Another thing....

Sign up for Daily Emails from Dictionary.com and get the word of the day emailed to you! its ACE! i try and use the word at least once during the day! The other Day it was Trogethol, Try and use that in everyday conversation!


Peace out!

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Friday 4 July 2008

Well then...

I've finished college for two months! Yippee!! I'm so glad, but gutted at the same time! because i have no money and Ive spent allll my EMA bonus! oh well.
I've been thinking about it a lot and i think i may start to write a book, i know that some people think i am to young but if i start now i could carry on writing it for years and i think it could be quite interesting, My Friend said he would buy it and read it, so i suppose that's a good start. I would love to write a book i think it would be excellent! I want to know what other people think and i would love to hear from you! Just to give me some ideas and such like... =]

Oh, Well god there's so much going on atm, but I'm not going to tell you all because some of its private and a bit freaky?!
I'l tell you one or two things though!

1. There's this guy that i like, (god i sound like I'm about 12!) But he's my Ex's close Friend. Its annoying me because i cant tell if he likes me or not? I mean there have been signs but... You know there only small and i don't want to be playing up on them because i like him, it might just be me over reacting! And i cant tell cuz i cant think straight when it comes to him! God i dunno what to do!! Everyone that Ive spoken to about it says they can see that he likes me, but i don't see it, they say he goes all shy around me and that's a good sign. But??????????????????????????????????? God why am i so apprehensive about this? anyways I'll move on...

2. Holidays!! When i think about it i have allot planned but when you think about the time that the things are spread over it doesn't seem like that much! I'm quite glad Ive got all this time off but i don't want to spend it working all summer, even though the weathers supposed to be crappy i still want to be doing something productive and working in a clothes shop all say every day isn't really that productive, i suppose its funding my creativity, which is good, soon i may even be able to buy my own Digital SLR, which would be excellent, if i start to work regularly i may even be able to rent out my own studio space! that would be amazing, the only thing I'm worried about is if i start earning to much money mum might make me pay Bord! God the id have NO money!

3. I really don't quite know what to do about my X, Ive made copious amounts of effort to talk to him and he just wont respond which is driving me barmy, i feel horribly about the way the relationship ceased and Ive apologised but he just will not respond, i mean you cant not talk to someone ever again, especially someone that you had a relationship with. god this is irritating and i really don't know how much more bloody effort i can put in!

and that concludes today's blog, i hope Ive not complained to much, but sometimes you've just got to get things off your chest!

Peace out \m/


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Tuesday 24 June 2008

WOW!!!!!!!!!!

Wow! I love my Job!! that isnt realy what you expect to hear from any one!! Especially me!! But i do! its a great place to work! Evans! wow! and i love the stuff they sell aswell! God i never thaught id get a job i liked! its Bloody Brilliant!
And Staff Discount!
Yipeeeeeeeeee!

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Monday 23 June 2008

Hey,

Well, i know i dont realy get round to blogging that much any more but i have been marginally buisy! Ive had college which is a terrible bore at the moment because we have only got two weeks left and all im going in for is to watch films i have already scene! but this is were the cleaver litle tricky buggers at EMA come into play! They wont give me the £20 a week i rely on if im not there!! BuGGers!! But hey, I get a hundred pounds at the end of this month for doing some work for my Grandpairents then i get Paid at the end of next month that should be about a hundered if i dont get anymore hours but fingers crossed i will!! Oh and at the end of this month i should be getting a £100 bounus from EMA, and then in August im due about £3000 of child bonds!! Yipiieeeeee!! But with that i am going to buy =
1, Pasport £75 aprox
2, New Clothes incl Jeans, Coat Cardigans ect.. £150 aprox
3, Tattoo £100 aprox
4, Trip to Paris, With freind cuz i dont think i am aloud to go buy my self! £100 Eurostar aprox £80 Acomadation and then about £200 for food ect...
5, And sooooooooooo much more but... We will see!


Anyways, I actually made the effort to tidy my bedroom yesterday! And it looks rather respectable!! I have space to paint and draw and photograph now! So you may see some more of my crafty goodness! and some photographs from my Trips! HOPEFULLY!! Fingers crossed!

=]
xxxx

Tuesday 3 June 2008

Ive been Tagged so ive gotta answer these questions!

1) What was I doing 10 years ago???
Well i was 6. So i would have been in year two at Whalley Primary school living at home with then single mummy enjoying life as a 6 year old to the full!! ahh the good ol days! i miss em just me n mummy!

2) what are 5 things on my to-do list today?
1) Find a part time job
2) Tidy bedroom and do all my washing
3) Claim compensation against a fairground
4) Sourt out all my college stuff for the last year
5) fill out my pasport aplication and find £70 from somwear!
3) Snacks I enjoy
mmmm sooooo many,
Kitkat chunkies ,
Pickled onion Monster munch!!!!!
Fox's Dark mints
ect.............
4) things I would do if I were a billionaire
Buy a new house
Sourt my family out finacialy
Pay for university
Pay for driving lessons test car insurance ect...
Pay somone to make me loose wait!
Buy a whole new wardrobe (to make me feel good!)
Get a complete makover
Move away from crummy Billinton
Backpack around the world!!
and many many more!!
5) places I have lived
Whalley
Billington
6) bloggers I would like to know more about...
haha
hmmmm...............
Well i dunno any bloggers who read this appart from Juicy fig so no one!
=]
peace out my emigo's

Monday 26 May 2008

Heyyyy!!

I havnt blogged properly in a while!!

Just ignore the last few posts ive had a lot to cope with n it kinda shows in the blog! Any ways ive realy been getting into my photography atm so i'l post a few of them on the blog, please comment them and tell me what you like of dislike about them. Its a great help for future reference!! thanks.

Wow so sooo much has happend since my last blog, but its boring so i wond bore you!! =] Yeah my creativity is coming back in full force! Which im glad about, so i've borrowed my grandads Digital SLR and have been taking photo's of EVERYTHING!! but i love it and will be sad to give the SLR back ='[ but i have to!

anyways heres some of my photot's---
This is of a clock on our mantel.
A Gate

A Buddah

Clouds!




Please Comment!! =]

Friday 23 May 2008

Wow!!
well ive done alot since i last blogged!! i have taken my film exam and nearly finnished my art exam.
i spit up with my boyfreind.
I went to london last weekend to go to the tate modern to see the Duchamp exhibition it was
ACE!!!
lol

n yeah i cba writin any more so il get back to you later!! =]

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Wednesday 7 May 2008

Ok then.........

Im not very good at the moment. and here is a list of the reasons why. I no no body reads my blog so i can write what ever i whant to!! so here go's
  • I have a film exam next tuesday . (not gonna pass and im realy F'ing nervouse!)
  • I have Realy bad period pains.
  • I have had a hedache for months now, and the medication the doctors put me on has given me some horrific nighmares.
  • I have a massive horrid bruse on my arm from were i threw myself out of bed having one of these rudy nightmares!
  • I am single now n my ex is being a childish prik about it.
  • I have to have handed in alllll my art CW and Exam by friday, i am no wear neer finished.
  • and the list goes on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But i wont bore my self writting it, cuz i already no it all!! HA!

God what a fuck wit!!

Well i'l tell you if i fail nxt tuesday!

=[

Peace out me!! lol

Monday 28 April 2008

oooooohhh well then!

Well its now 8.55pm and im waiting to go out on a Moday night!! what am i doing? Its insane!! the bus doesnt come till 9.30! and it doesnt get into town till 10! but the pub doesnt shut till 12 then we're gettin a taxi home! yippieee im not gonna feel ruff in the morning! and ive gotta be up at 6.30am! and in college by 9. ooohhh the joys!!!! Still why the hell am i going out!! i dont realy whant to but i havnt seen mell n stu in weeks! and it should be a laugh!! anyways i'l tell you how it go's tomorow!! =]
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Sunday 20 April 2008

WOW!!

Exams are REALY soon!!
My Art Exam Starts on Wednesday next week!! and ive still got loads of prepp to do!
Then ive Got 4 weeks till my film exam!! ARGHHHHH SO MUCH TO REVISE!!!
Then its my media exam!! Scary!! So my time is going to be taken up by revision atm... A levels are NOT like GCSE's they were easy!! i didnt revise for any of my GCSE's and i managed to walk away with two B's 3 C's a D and an E Imagin what i could have done if i had revised!!
Well ive finaly decided to stay on at A levels, then do a Btech in A&D.
Its ACE! everything seems to be sourting itself out... Apart from having a cold! I have a ACE boyfreind hu's absolutly Gorge!! Robert baby i love you!! College is going well, have all coursework done! and handed in... just gotta revise! Rooms nearly sourted and ive nearly finnished "To Kill a Mocking Bird" Which was my Great Grannies coppy, and my mum borrowed it years ago and then she passed it on to me! i love the history to the book! and im sat listening to Metalica, Slipknot and Creed! What better for a sunday eavning!! =]
Well Peace for now!! =]

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Thursday 10 April 2008

Today...


I went to the Tate in Liverpool with college. It was a realy good day out! Befor we went to the tate though we went to Crosbey to see Anthony Gormley's Another Place. It was AMAIZING, i bet it would have looked nice at night. But it was realy inspiring but eary at the same time! Here is a link to a website about the work http://www.antonygormley.com/viewproject.php?projectid=13&page=2 But the whole website is good.
I've taken far to many photo's but i like them. Oh and i've got some photo's of the Lowery, when i went on Saturday, i no there on in the wrong order but thats just the way i downloaded them! =] So here's my Photo's



I love how theres things growing on the statues.
I realy love the way that the sea has corroded the metal, and i love how it gives the effect of seperation and lonleyness and yet at the same time there's loads of these statues but doesnt convey individuality, to me.

A Few Photo's from the Lowry....



I cant realy remember the name of this one, but i think its ACE!






Self Portrate





Anna



Peace out for now guys. Be back when i do some more interesting things!! lol xxxxxxxxxxx

Monday 7 April 2008

Welllllllllll

I was back at college today! =[ I reaaalllly didnt want to go back but hey it wasnt that bad. I didnt have to be in till 1.45pm anyway. Annnd i had Film Studies. Which was ok, we are just revising for the exam... WHICH IS IN 6 WEEKS OMFG!! its well bad!! arrrhggghhhh, Its time to start revising now then me thinks.
Well, not many people have commented on my blog, and i wonder why? I would realy like some possative critism. (if thats how you spell it??)
I have also been reading back on the blogs i have written and GOD do i windge and moan. (thats probably why people dont comment on the blog) Oh well.
The Hollidays is over, It was a Good one. It wasnt long enuf tho. I could of done with another week off! =]
Maisy stopped at mine last night, we had a girly night in. It was realy funny, we made cookies, and muffins and ate them all, then we watched Greace and did each others hair and make-up. It was a realy nice night.
I dont have to be in college tomorow!! YAY!! and then on wednesday i dont have to be in till 1!! THEN on thursday im at the Tate in liverpool all day!! Im REALY exited!! then on Friday im in college 9 till 10.30 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay!! what a good week ahead!! =]

Peace out for now, =]
Taryn xxxxxxx

Wednesday 2 April 2008

Today.......

I had to go to College even tho its the holladays, But it was ok, it was for art. So i got a lot of things done which needed to be done, Which was good!! But then...... *Dramatick Music* Dun dun duuuhhhhh!! Ive lost my Mojo, My Creativity, My Bloody Creative Mojo!! Ive hit a Mental BLOCK!! ARRRRRRRRRGGGHHHHHHH!!!! =0 This is totaly unlike me, 100% So i spent most of the day in college just messing around with paint and inks and spray paint ect... im coverd in the bloody stuff and i cant get it ouff! Damn Damn Damn!! And i didnt get ANYTHING done, Well a few little things but they were usless!! OMFG!
Annnnnd i thaught a nice trip to the Lowery would inspire me but..... we're not going anymore. I dunno why, but grandma and grandad said we're not going so... THEN they said that they want to take Maisy next friday, Thats soooo unfair, she doesnt even apreciate the beauty and meaning of art. THEN they said... Oh you can come to!! I suggested the trip! annnd i realy need it! It would realy help. Haha im actually crying thinking about it!! haha get a life, your a poor excuse for and artist! Oh and i cant go next friday cuz im in college till half 12 then im volunteering in cancer research till 5ish! omfg! ENOUGH MOANING!! GET A GRIP GIRL, YOUR BIGGER THAN ALL THIS!

So yeah, not much to say realy....
Oh the BF's Got man flu! (A cold but he likes to think of it as Man Flu!)
Theres the thing of i think i might have Woman Flu! coff coff

So yeeeaahhh....
Peace out for now my amigo's!
=]
\m/

Sunday 30 March 2008

These are some photographs...

These are some photo's of things i saw in Manchester, on my day out with my mummy, take a look see!!
This is a display of Mathew Williamsons (i think thats how you spell it.) work in Urbis,
Its Realy a good place, Urbis, You should go and take a look!

This didnt come out to well but i thaught it was funny! This is a Bondage Hello Kitty!! You Had to be 18 to see this? Why??
This is some Graffitti i saw in the town center, I have seen this work in a book befor and i know its by a famus street artist but i cant for the life of me think who it is! But i love it anyway!!
Well today im not entirly sure what time it is seems its the start of Brittish summer time, and the clocks have supposedly changed????? Confusion!! Well today im going make some more video's for You Tube, But i need to upload the one's i have already done! annnnnd i think im going to go for a walk in the sun. and i dunno what else??!?? Well i'l get on with it and update later!! Peace out for now,, Taryn XX xXX

Friday 28 March 2008

Yesterday, and today

Was fun, me and mum went to Manchester together, to look around all the galleries, well the free ones! =] We went to the Corner House but... all the exhibitions were closed! =[ But it was ok, we had a reeeeaaaaly good day! We went to Urbis which was fun. We did soo much stuff, my legs are aching now but what the heck, i enjoyd myself!!
Today im off to Blackburn to meet my best buddie, we've gotta catch up, seems we havnt seen each other for 10 days!! lol What a long time. Sooo yeah, ive not got much to write about today realy, i'l get back to you when i do! =]
peace, Taryn xx

Monday 24 March 2008

Bank Holliday Monday!

Yippie! More time off with nothing to do!! its excellent! i really do love it! But as i said i have nothing to do, well actually i have sooooo much stuff to do and i realy dont want to do any of it!!
Here's what needs doing: Tidy Bedroom (has been needing doing for about a week!) Do ALL my washing (is in a MASSIVE pile behind bedroom door!) Do Art Coursework, (i would do it but you cant spraypaint inside!!! and its to windy to go outside!!) Do Media Coursework, (Well thats just extreeemly boaring!!) Meet up with the Boyfreind (i cant be botherd!) and the list goes on and on and on and on!!!! but instead of doing any of that, i am going to write this blog (Blogg?) and watch cheasy old films and eat MORE chocolate!! =P Yummy. Well i have got two weeks off, with only a little to do!!
Im Realy exited for 2 weeks on thursday, I know this is kinda random but... (thats just me!) Im Going on a trip with college, Its the first propper trip ive been on with them yet and you will never guess were we are going??? To the Tate in liverpool and spending the day in liverpool! im SO exited!! ive NEVER EVER been to liverpool befor in my life, and ive never been to the tate, Which should be excelent! im REALLY REALLY EXCITED!!!!! WOOP! oh And its Free!!! Woooop!! Oooh im exited aswell, cuz grandma and granpier said they would take me to the Lowery in the hollidays, ive never been before! Wow, im genuinly exited! and to look forward to, the Boy freind said he would take me out in the hollys, to the cinema and for a meal and.. =] lol
I have no money to do anything much tho, i realy need some idea's of how to make some money, Ive aplied for loadsa jobs and handed my CV in loadsa places but no reply!! any advice?? Any Money?? lol =]
Now im going to take some photographs of strange things, and watch some cheasy films!
bankhollidays are ACE!! well chocolate here i come!
Peace For now my amego's \m/ Rock !!

Sunday 23 March 2008

Easter!

Well Happy Easter to all!!
Yummy, I just had hot cross buns for breakfast ! They were realy good!! Well, today is Maisys Birthday, She's 11 HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! so i suspect I'll be spending some time with her today. I think i may go for a walk, a realy long easter walk, take some photies!! Which is always fun!!! I might also get mum ans co. to join me in the making of some video's for youtube, Funny one's, you know when people rip off other peoples songs!! if i do il post the url for them. Well i shall update this later and tell how the day has gone!
peace (For now!) =]
Well Me, Mum, Shaun and the dog went out for a long easter walk, it was realy nice! Me and mum built a little dam in the stream. And i took loads of photographs!! of which i will post some. Mum's now cooking a BIG lamb dinner with roast veggies, roast potatoes, annnnd a Huge Yorkshire pudding!! yummy i cant wait!! Singing in the rains on aswell! what a good day!! =]
This is me and mumy making our dam!! it was a REALY good dam!!

This is a realy cool tree i saw, i have loadsa pictures of it!! I love the contrast between the tree and the blue sky, i think it looks realy good!! please comment and tell me what you think of all my pictures!


This is were we went for a walk, I love the lone cloud!!

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Saturday 22 March 2008

1st Blog!!

Me and My bestest buddy in the world, in Camden
Market a few weeks ago!! =]
Random Photo but i LOVE it!! hehe

Well then, I'm kinda new to this but I'll give it a shot! I'll introduce myself,
I am Taryn, I am 16 and i study A Levels at Blackburn college, I study Art, Film and Media. I am a very creative person, I love photography, I love to paint, Draw, Stencil etc...
I love to read. I think the DaVinci code is an excellent book, i also love a book called Apples.
I am an avid film watcher, My Favourite films are: Pulp Fiction, Goodfella's, Grease, Footloose and Hairspray (the original) .
Well that's me introduced, Its the START of the Easter holidays and it couldn't have come sooner, i have so many things i want to do, and sooo little time. Already this morning me and mother have made little Easter chocolate basket thingys. (not quite sure what there called!).
Well I'll get on with the day,

Today the same day as it was when i started writing (a little update on the day!)
well Ive finally uploaded some photo's of my camera that have been there for ages!! and Ive found some good ones which made me chuckle! i might post some but there is not much story to them, there just random photographs, Sooo i dunno, i might do?? Its Cousin Liam's 15Th birthday today!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! We're off to visit him in a little while so that should be entertaining! I'm going to get on with some coursework now, Art stuff so that's OK. I'm just rambling now but nothing interesting has happened recently. I'll tell you when it does!! =] peace Taryn