Just a lil update!

Well i havnt blogged in a while so i just thaught id update you on whats going on with me atm and what ive been up to!

Well For starters i think il introduce you to my Bf- Danniel

This is me and him in the postal order in Blackburn before he asked me out =]

I know how sweet! =P Its only been a week but its weird! it feels like a life time! hehe anyways enough of that i thaught id just introduce him so you know who im on about! =]

Anyways god ive been up to alot recently, At the moment im just listening to Bring me the Horizon watching the rain out of the window wundering what to type! (You should check out BMTH I'l post a link here -http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=wtv16Pjw0QU&feature=related) Enjoy! (oh and its not for the weak hearted!)

Wow its realy lashing down now!

Anyways what ive been up to........................................................

When i think about it ive just been partying alot!

hehe

I Spent a week at my bezzie mates house, watching films eating and drinking alot,

Then i went on a night out round Blackburn with danny so more partying!

Annnnnd ive just been drinking alot, its REALY not good, i feel ill now! so im not going to drink again for a looooooooooooong time!

Im now listening tooooo ---- Tool! You should check them out to, il post some links up for some good tunes!

Here -

BMTH - http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=nMK0uv91tss&NR=1

Tool - http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=UhjG47gtMCo

Ramstien - http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=doTBT46wMvA

Enjoy them!! =]

Well im off to enjoy the warm rain!

Peace out! \m/

Well Helo there...

God sometimes Ive got soooo much to say on here but today i don't really have much to say!! Amazing for me i know!

Anyways....

I was working today, Not that bad but today it was crummy! God who would have thought that Evans could get so busy on a Thursday? And especially with this Credit Crunch!!
I'm off college which is GREAT!!! I'm soo glad! And I'm even more happy that i got an assignment for my A2 art & design, its great its a study on whatever we choose! its got to be something we can access set in our immediate environment but that gives me so much to work with!! i cant chose a starting point! But with our starting point we have to have at least two artist references, which i think i might look at post modernism or maybe even just modernism, i find it really hard to pinpoint exactly what i want to do! i spent the whole of last year drifting in and out of Pop art looking at the likes of Warhol (obviously) Lichtenstein and other revolutionary greats like these then i kinda drifted onto Street art, looking at banksy and other street artists and i don't really want to drift down the same path again, so Ive got just under two months to choose what to do and produce a sketch pad of reference material and start my ideas for my final piece which i cant wait to get stuck into! I just need a few days to really explore my "immediate" environment with a camera i know i know the area i live in really well but when you go out with a camera i think you tend to see the world differently. Any ways I'll update you on that as the time goes on!!

another thing is....

I don't know what other subject to pick up on next year, so far i study ... Film Studies... Media Studies and Art. I did study citizenship but i achieved a U in my exam so i decided not to carry on the failing and devote my time to my other subjects which helped me allot! This is all based on if i pass this year which i don't find out till August 14Th! But if i don't pass I'm going to do a Btec National Diploma in art and design, which incorporates everything! Photography, Print Making, Life Drawing, Graphic Design and such like. Anyways back on to the subject of What to do next year?? Well i could do English, But i don't have good enough GCSE's in English, i only achieved a C when your supposed to have a B, and i really wanted to do Phscology but again i don't have good enough GCSE's, i don't see why? Because in the prospectus for college it says you need to achieve 2 B's and 3 C's to do these subjects and it doesn't specify what they need to be in, so i don't understand why i cant do the subject that i want, For the record i achieved in my GCSE's... One B in Expressive Arts, One B in Media, And C's in English, Maths and i got a D/D in Science (which is still a pass!) and a E in geography (which we don't really talk about!)

So yeah i said i didn't have much to say but I've said loads!

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Peace out!

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Well then...

I've finished college for two months! Yippee!! I'm so glad, but gutted at the same time! because i have no money and Ive spent allll my EMA bonus! oh well.
I've been thinking about it a lot and i think i may start to write a book, i know that some people think i am to young but if i start now i could carry on writing it for years and i think it could be quite interesting, My Friend said he would buy it and read it, so i suppose that's a good start. I would love to write a book i think it would be excellent! I want to know what other people think and i would love to hear from you! Just to give me some ideas and such like... =]

Oh, Well god there's so much going on atm, but I'm not going to tell you all because some of its private and a bit freaky?!
I'l tell you one or two things though!

1. There's this guy that i like, (god i sound like I'm about 12!) But he's my Ex's close Friend. Its annoying me because i cant tell if he likes me or not? I mean there have been signs but... You know there only small and i don't want to be playing up on them because i like him, it might just be me over reacting! And i cant tell cuz i cant think straight when it comes to him! God i dunno what to do!! Everyone that Ive spoken to about it says they can see that he likes me, but i don't see it, they say he goes all shy around me and that's a good sign. But??????????????????????????????????? God why am i so apprehensive about this? anyways I'll move on...

2. Holidays!! When i think about it i have allot planned but when you think about the time that the things are spread over it doesn't seem like that much! I'm quite glad Ive got all this time off but i don't want to spend it working all summer, even though the weathers supposed to be crappy i still want to be doing something productive and working in a clothes shop all say every day isn't really that productive, i suppose its funding my creativity, which is good, soon i may even be able to buy my own Digital SLR, which would be excellent, if i start to work regularly i may even be able to rent out my own studio space! that would be amazing, the only thing I'm worried about is if i start earning to much money mum might make me pay Bord! God the id have NO money!

3. I really don't quite know what to do about my X, Ive made copious amounts of effort to talk to him and he just wont respond which is driving me barmy, i feel horribly about the way the relationship ceased and Ive apologised but he just will not respond, i mean you cant not talk to someone ever again, especially someone that you had a relationship with. god this is irritating and i really don't know how much more bloody effort i can put in!

and that concludes today's blog, i hope Ive not complained to much, but sometimes you've just got to get things off your chest!

Peace out \m/


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